During summer 2002, right after I graduated from college, I was attacked by major boredoom. It wasn't that I didn't have anything to do, instead it was more of I couldn't find any job at all, so I have a lot of free time. I wrote two songs during my free time, especially at night (as I awake at night, and sleep in the morning).

So here's the song I wrote:

Sorry
Light of Salvation

And here another one actually by my friend, and it's in indoensian:

Perasaan di hatiku

I actually have a third song, but I haven't got a chance to record it because of certain circumstances which I don't feel like explaining. However, I will have the lyric down along with the other two songs.

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Sorry

Verse I
When I wake up
And see you're not there beside me
I realize that
I've taken things for granted
If only I could walk
Back to the past and fix my faults
But I know that
My life will not be the same anymore
Without you beside me

Reff
All I can offer you is a sorry
I wish I could hear you say "It's okay"
All I can say to you is I'm sorry
I wish I could see your face one more time

Verse II
When I open my eyes
And see you're not there beside me
I realize that
I've lost you since yesterday
I wish I could find a way
To have you back like it used to be
But I know that
My life will not be the same anymore
Without you beside me
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Light of Salvation

Verse
I've lost my way
In the world of darkness
Blindly guessing my steps

Searching my way
To the place where there's light
Looking for certainty

Reff
Where should I go
Looking for the guiding light
My life is full of confusion

Yet I can see
In the corner of my eyes
light that will guide me to salvation

Verse
I feel empty
In the world of despair
nothing but loneliness

I feel helpless
there's no help I can find
help to keep my hope alive
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Hope

Is it alright if I kill myself
Crying all night sinking myself
What have I done to my only life
Everything's gone yet I've survived

Is it okay to ease my pain
Trying all day to stay insane
What could I've done but thinking sadly
Everything's gone drowned in misery

Is it better to run away
From all matter all night and day
What should I do in loneliness
Nothing I can do to fill this emptiness

Does it matter if I still live
Death is better then all my grieves
What can I do to be relieved
No one but who can help me through

Reff
There is nothing but a little hope
Hang by a thread of the smallest string
Yet it's the only thing that keeps me alive
Surviving this misery knowing you'll be there
Step by step you lead my way
From crawl to walk till the end of the day
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If you don't like the song, do whatever you like. Delete the file, ignore it, tear off your speaker to pieces, smash your computer for playing such ugly song, but... don't spam my email with it *shudder at spam mails*

hehehe... oh well, have fun!!!